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Distant dreams
17:27 Nov 07 2010
Times Read: 531

Distant dreams



I awoken from a another dream I had

It was a nightmare just like all the others

I tried to go back to sleep but I couldn't

So I decided to get out a piece of paper and a pencil

For the first time I was lost

I couldn't write any of my poetry

So I went back to bed

Then I was some place else in the forest

Trying to find out where I am

I was thinking am I dreaming or did I just wake up

Or is this all a dream

Why can't I remember who I am

Or is it I just remember my dreams or am I god thinking I am something

Or am I the devil paying for my sins of the past

Or am I one of the brothers cast out because I wouldn't play the cruel game

Or maybe I am just punished

Or maybe their just jealous because I see things different from them

I don't see things as black and white or good and evil

I see things as growth

The chance to learn a chance to experience new things in a different way

Or maybe I am dreaming all this

Or maybe no one really exist

Maybe you are all just a dram

Maybe I'll just wake up

Dream
17:26 Nov 07 2010
Times Read: 532

Dream



I am evil

I am good

I am One

I see the madness in your eyes

I am Sorrow

I am Death

I am in darkness but I can not see the light

I want put but can't find the way

I dream of you but it is only a dream

I go mad day by day

I want to die but I live only for you

I think of you all the time each time

I know your not here it cuts me so deep

I am going mad

I have lost my soul

I am lost in a dream a dream of madness

Falling to pieces
17:26 Nov 07 2010
Times Read: 533

Falling to pieces



They say to look into the past is to see your future

But with out you love I see noting

Can't you see I am falling to pieces

They say all things come in time

But it has been along time

They say after every storm you see a rainbow

But I have not seen a rainbow in a long time

But all I know is I love you and I need your love

RITKOM - RF7
17:25 Nov 07 2010
Times Read: 534

RITKOM - RF7



I am inside looking out

Know one knows where I am

In my mind trying to find my way out

Looking for a key

But there is no door and no way out

I thought I knew it all

I was wrong

They say you have it all

But it was a lie

I have noting in the end know one will know my name or will care

They say your life is but a dream

If that is true I want out

They put words in your mouth but they don't hear you or care

Sometimes I think I would like to be lost

Wish on shooting star
17:24 Nov 07 2010
Times Read: 535

Wish on shooting star



Why do we cry in the rain is it to hide the pain

Or is it all just a dream

And if so are you in it

And will it be just like a love story

Will it have a happy ending

Or will it be love forever like Romeo and Juliet

I don't believe in love
17:24 Nov 07 2010
Times Read: 536

I don't believe in love



I don't believe in love

I never have and never will

Only fools fall in love

It only get's in the way

And I can live with out it but in the end

I am just a fool

Love is all I need

It is way I go on

I hate to say it but

I can't go on with out your love

Before its to late my time is coming up

Death
17:24 Nov 07 2010
Times Read: 537

Death



I am death

I watch you from high above

I watch your dreams and your nightmares

I watch you enjoy life

And one day I come and take it away

I watch you cry and scream in pain as you go mad

I put you through hell

I take all your dreams away one by one

Your lost in your sorrow and live only to die

But you ply in my game and I let you live

Only to watch you go mad

This is my game

I am death

The Grim Reaper

The Game of life
17:23 Nov 07 2010
Times Read: 538

The Game of life





What is life but a game

Who runs the game??

Is god real or just something to make the game seem more real or a key to something

A lie is nothing more then a lie no matter how many times people tell it, but for some people it is the truth

Sleep eat walk talk play the game work do your work right get paid buy things with your money make friends see you're playing the game just fine

Be cool make other people like you have all the cool things say all the right words walk the walk talk the talk all part of the game

Be high in the game act like everyone else stop thinking for yourself only hurts you in the game free thinking is bad thinking means your not playing the game right dress like everyone cut your hair like everyone be like everyone run the race come in first place never let others hold you back

Be the rat race smell the cheese be a good rat follow the maze

Let things run your life let people think for you buy into the lie read the book it never lies

You have freedom

You are your own person

Think for yourself

Do what you feel is right





I am not here to be cool this is not cool what I THINK I am not here to make friends if I am your friend then I am a good one

It is not hard to think for yourself

Open your eyes see what is really going on

Find out for yourself never buy into a lie no matter how good it looks a lie is still a lie

Find out what is true and what is a lie noone is going to tell you it is a lie you have to find out for yourself





Stupid people let them stay stupid like trying to help someone from drowning they only take you under with them hanging with stupid people will make you stupid if you let it



Most people never really want to see there blind they can see if they want but they do not wish to see look feel see be one with all things open your mind to new things think dream become part of everything make a stand be yourself



In the end when you have nothing you have yourself and that is everything you are everything and you're nothing you're part of it all where do you fit into it find your place make it your own



Fight to be yourself

My Knight
17:21 Nov 07 2010
Times Read: 539

My Knight



My sweet knight come and lay a kiss on my lips that it may taste like sweet wine

Hold me in your arms with the warmth of a hot summer night

Tell me you love me and never let me go say I am always going to be yours

Like roses with the touch of silk your touch feels to me

as your touch caresses my skin

When I am in your arms it feels so right like a dream in the night a never ending dream of love

Be my knight and take me away to a far off castle

Let's dance in the moon light as we hold each other close never letting each other go

Your eyes like the stars in the sky o how they shine when you look at me

Tell me I am yours and never let me go be my sweet knight and come take me away

The Game
17:21 Nov 07 2010
Times Read: 540

The Game



They say life is but a game, a funny little thing we all play

But in this game if when we touch someone's soul even for a minute and make them feel loved it is all worth the time we put into this game

In this game I am loved in this time I am great I can be your angel I can be your knight your lover your friend I can share my dreams and let you see my nightmares

Like dreams in real life I can bring you into my world and show you things you've never seen In my game I welcome you into my heart for it is the place where I came from I put my heart and soul into everything I do



For this may be a game but it can be so much more look inside your heart and see who you are feel the game for it is your dream come real

A dream
17:20 Nov 07 2010
Times Read: 542

A dream



What are we are we just a dream and if so are we dreaming are just part of the dream.

In dreams you can become anything you wish taking that is the so called real world is not so easy.

some say we have a link to all things a web some people see it as notes flying in the hear that only others can hear but if it is a web it would give off sounds like a telephone line letting others hear it who was open to it



As time go's on more people lock them self's with in there self not really seeing what is going on but who are theses who see??????



This all could be just a game something done over and over making us feel as if we had past life's in fact we only a dream something done over till got right



If god did make us why do we feel pain why do we all die these are things one would not do to their children so why would god? most people would hate what I am saying



There is no fact to show there is a god only people faith in it does a father not like his child even if the child does not know he is real??



Some think we are in hell already fighting to be saved

We are given a new life to choose the right road



what we know is that we are people living on this world and that we love and hate, save and kill. we do all things in what we think is right



How many people were killed in the name of god or gods

Alone
17:19 Nov 07 2010
Times Read: 543

Alone



Here I sit alone once more deep in thinking I am. I sit and ready to write not sure what I want to say hoping to make a poem. I hope to get someone to feel what I am feeling to see how I do to be lost in my poem just like how I am lost with in my life. Poem is the heart and soul of the writer it takes you deep with in feels you with joy hate and sadness. To let go of the pain to free my self to make it all seem so real and not a dream. Dose anyone really listen anymore dose anyone really see what is going on. Still I sit trying to write hoping it helps end the pain hoping it finds me love. What is love really is it the need of a person you want in your life. Is love just a dream something to keep is going. Hope is the fire with are soul to keep is going. I am alone hoping to write a poem to touch someone soul.

Lost Angel
17:17 Nov 07 2010
Times Read: 544

Lost Angel



I cry out into the night lost in pain no tears to cry for they are gone now. I sit alone with my hate trying to tell me self I need no love lost in this lie the one I keep telling my self. Days go by as I get old trying to forgetting what it is like to be real what it feels like to live. I lock my self away trying to hide all my pain doing so I make walls to hide my self in.In doing this these walls becomes my jail. I forget what is real and what is a dream. Is this hell that I am in. No one knows me and no one really cares. They do not really see me they only see what they want to see. I walk alone no one to call my own with no real name to call my self. I watch you people like others watch TV seeing it but I am really never really part of it. Your world is not my own its like a dream one I cannot catch. Time has a way of catching up to me soon time will take me away lost and alone. I walk away and forget it all my dream and my hope of love are gone and I stand alone and angel out of time. I walk in darkness because I have no wings to fly with. In the darkness I can sleep and forget it all. I do not see the pain with in the world. I do not see the joy in others I can never have. I can be one with in my self.

Dying Light
17:16 Nov 07 2010
Times Read: 545

Dying Light



The light with in my soul is dying

I close my eyes and think of you

I say your name but you can not hear my cry's

My heart that burns for you is a dying light

I dream of you but its only a dream

The pain I feel when I see you knowing you will not love me

I try so hard to get you to see me to know I am still here

I was left in your dream lost in what was lost in the past

Each day I wake up from this dream it cuts me so deep

Knowing I will not have your love

knowing you will never be in my life

I try to say good bye but I can not get you out of my mind

I just want to forget you now

I just want to sleep with out seeing your face

So now I say good bye for the last time

So my heart will not die

Heart and Soul
17:15 Nov 07 2010
Times Read: 546

Heart and Soul



In my heart and soul I live for love

I dream of your touch your kiss your lips on mine how sweet they feel

I live for the touch of your skin the feel of your body in my arms holding you so very close

I live for your voice when you say you love me O how it sounds like a voice of a angel

I live for your love how it keeps me alive

I live to watch you smile O how your eyes light up like stars in the sky

I live for your love which grows more and more each day

Never forget that you are my angel and that I love you so

A angel's smile
17:14 Nov 07 2010
Times Read: 547

A angel's smile



A angel's smile so soft and warm how I sit and just watch you smile the shine of your halo feels the room with light all I can do just sit and watch you smile

Angel
17:14 Nov 07 2010
Times Read: 548

Angel



When I think of you I count my lucky stars

When I think of you I pray to God

Your the reason why there stars in the sky

Your the reason why the moon is so bright

Your the reason why angels sing there songs

Your the reason there is love in my heart with out a doubt my love is just for you

God only knows my love is just for you

When I look into your eyes I know it is for real that my love is for real

The Spirit of poems
17:13 Nov 07 2010
Times Read: 549

The Spirit of poems



It can make you happy

It can make you sad

It can make you laugh

It can make you cry

It can give you hope on a rainy day

It can make you smile on days that your mad

It can be your gift to the world

It can cut someone down so deep

Words of your soul like a angel who sings her song of hope

Words of sorrow that make you cry like a sad song

I sit and write my poems so people can see a part of my soul

It is who I am deep inside my voice crying out to the world

This poem I read at night to a world I live in hope it touch's someone soul

Waiting on my Angel
17:12 Nov 07 2010
Times Read: 550

Waiting on my Angel



I sit and wait for my Angel

I close my eyes and think of her

I can see her smile

I can see her eyes light up

How they look like stars

I can hear her voice

That of an Angel

Sweet Angel do not forget me

I sit and wait for my Angel

I do not care how long it takes

When I see her I will kiss her

I will tell her I miss her

I will let her know she is all I think of

She Is my Angel and she has my heart and soul

Darkness
17:11 Nov 07 2010
Times Read: 551

Darkness



Here I sit in my chair of darkness

Who am I what am I???

Am I a Angel with a heart of gold???

Am I the Devil with the black heart???

Am I the shadows that watch you in the night???

Am I the pain you feel when things never go the way you want them to.

Am I the hope that keep you going night after night.

Am I that Knight on his steel horse righting in to save you???

Am I the man who is dyeing with out your love???

Do you know who I am do you ever see me do you know my name?

I walk in your world but am I really seen?

Is my pain just a dream?

Am I the vampire out to steal your heart??

Do I keep the monster inside me that wants to get out?

Do I just fear it will take over me and I will lose my self with all my dreams.

Am I just a fool that will never know love?

Are do I fear the true power of love and the pain it brings with it?

You do not cry for the love you never did have are feel losing it.

You just feel the pain of having a black heart that has noting to put into it.

I stand alone with in the darkness out of fear.

I watch the world never really being part of it.

My poems keys to my soul will fade with me in time.

I do not write my poems to be loved are liked.

I do not hope my poems will ever make it big.

If my poems ever touch someone heart maybe it can free my soul to never die.

That spark of my poems will make one spark that will start the fires with the souls of humans

will mean I will never die.

You can kill people but you can never kill a dream.

Lost in dreams
17:10 Nov 07 2010
Times Read: 552

Lost in dreams



I am lost in a dream of love.

Lost in this dream of love I look for you.

Each day go's by and I can not find you.

Are you real is there anyone out there who is my Angel.

There are days I feel like a fool.

There are days I just want to give up.

Each time I think someone is my Angel there not and part of me just gives up.

I watch and I wait in my shadows hoping my day will come.

But my day never comes and I go deep with in my shadows.

I sit and I write I lose my self into my words because its all I got.

How dose one find love?

Is love out there for me are is it to late for me?

They say there is someone for everyone?

Is my someone all so lost looking for me?

I am the Angel of the shadows lost looking for his Angel.

We will see what happens in time.

Wish
17:08 Nov 07 2010
Times Read: 554

Wish



I think of your smile

I think of your eyes

I think of your soft kiss

How I wish you was here

I think of holding you so close

I think of hearing your voice

I think of you Angel how I miss you

I wish you was here but your not

Wish on dreams and falling stars

There is no magic to bring you back to me

No hope to hope on no dream to dream on

Noting left no place to hide

Wishs are for fools

Only fools fall in love

Inside my mind
17:07 Nov 07 2010
Times Read: 555

Inside my mind





I watched you in the darkness

You was the Angel of my dreams

I would sit and write poems you made my heart feel so good

You made me see who I was before the pain

Fear of pain would not let me get to close

So all I could do is watch you

Its hard to say how I really feel with out thinking of getting hurt

I watched and watched

I watched as you left could not say a world lost in fear

Now your gone no more my Angel

Lost to me the feeling of hope

Taking over with the pain of losing a Angel that was never mine

I sit in Darkness hiding from the world

Never hiding from the pain

Noting left to do are say

No Angel to give me words of love

The darkness calls me

Sit and think of dreams of love

How I am so lost with in this Darkness

When is my time to kiss the lips of a Angel

My poems are who I am
17:06 Nov 07 2010
Times Read: 556

My poems are who I am







My poems are who I am

It is the pain I feel deep in side when I am all alone

It is the hate I feel when I am mad

It is my sad times

It is the joy with in my heart when I am happy

It is my darkness

It is the light with in me

It is my tears when I cry

It is my heart when it is sad

It is my voice when I am lost

It becomes my shadows and hides me

It is how I feel deep inside

It is my madness

It helps me from going crazy

It is my story that never ends

It is what I wish to say but never do

It is part of me most never see

It is my way to find a Angel

It is my heart and soul the key to who I am

Would You
17:05 Nov 07 2010
Times Read: 557

Would You





If I said hello would you know who I was?

If you seen me walk by would you know who I was?

If you seen me in the store would you talk the time to say hello?

If you seen me at the movies would you stop and say hi?

How much do we really know about people?

Do we take the time to know them are see them for what we think they are.

I am lost in a world of people all alone watch and waiting to find my Angel my love.

I think its all a dream and there is no Angel for me.

There days I think someone is waiting on me just need to know where to look.



Dark Angel looking for his lost Angel of love



By Gary

Ghost
17:04 Nov 07 2010
Times Read: 558

Ghost



I wait in the shadows Because there is no place for me

I am not here

You do not see me

My heart breaks I feel its pain

I do not cry because I hide my pain

I am alone with in my self

I am lost

Noting to say as I watch the world

I will fade away and no one will know I am here

I look and look for my Angel

Where are you my Angel

Night grows cold and I lose my self in it

The pain I keep within me

I want to just sleep just fade away with time

I can not stop looking for you

Where is hope in darkness

Time is going so fast killing who I used to be

Taking from me what I was making me into who I am now

Still I am looking for you

Tell me is this all just a dream is any of this real

Who started all of this

Was there ever a Angel

Is this a dream that I am after are is this a dream or a nightmare that I am in

Am I doing all this to my self because of things I did in my past life

Is this world real

I am on my way to find out

Fallen Angel
17:03 Nov 07 2010
Times Read: 559

Fallen Angel



I am the Fallen Angel with wings of black

I watch the world

I am the Angel you do not see

I watch the world high in the sky

I am alone because I do not wish the pain of being hurt

I am the voice you hear, but can not find

I am in your shadows

I am the one watching you

Words
17:02 Nov 07 2010
Times Read: 560

Words



They seem so small at times

On paper words can be so big

They can hurt you, cut you like a knife

Make you feel someone's pain

Let you feel who they are

They can let you see where they're coming from

They can fill you with hope

They can give you new life

They can fill your life with meaning

They can take all your dreams away

They can help you find love

They can let you know how love hurts

They can bring you war

They can show you peace

You can talk about your day to someone

You can show them just how much you care

You can let someone know that you do not have to take it

You can use them to light up the sky

My words are about who I am

Where I am going

My dreams

My Pain

My Hopes

It's a never ending story I am telling

Words give meaning to only the people who look for them

Finding
17:01 Nov 07 2010
Times Read: 561

Finding



My eyes have no reason if I cannot see you

My lips have nothing to do if I cannot kiss you

I have no words to say if I am not speaking with you

My heart beats for nothing if it does not beat for you

My mind has no reason to think if I cannot think of you

I have no reason to walk if I am not walking to you

I have no reason to listen if I cannot hear you say you that you love me

Each day I wake up I am hoping to find you

Each girl I see I am hoping it is you

In my world I am lost without you

Time seems to never end but goes so fast

I feel I am losing who I was

I am locking myself inside of myself

I am trying to find myself

Is there an angel out there for me?

I call for you my Angel to come and take my pain

I call for you my Angel to kiss upon my lips

I call for you my Angel to hold me in your arms

You never come and I am still so sad

You never come and I am so lost without you

I sit in shadows waiting for you no one really sees me

I cry out to you in the night with no one to hear me

I sit and I write my poems

I am told they are nice but they're just words

These words keep me from going crazy

They're just what I feel inside nothing

Me a mad man with his poems

A sad man with too much time on his hands

Someone without love and hope fading away

Soon there will be no more words

No more tears to cry

No more pain to feel

Before it all ends I hope to find my Angel to feel her touch on my lips and to hold her close

Hello my Angel
17:00 Nov 07 2010
Times Read: 562

Hello my Angel



Hello my Angel

I wish you were here

I need to hear your voice

I need you so bad

I want to hear you speak

You voice gives me hope

I want to feel your lips on mine as we kiss

I want to feel you in my arms as we hug

I want to make this dream of you real

I sit and wait for you my Angel

I am lost with in my side

The pain I feel is that of a sad man

My heart cries out for love

It does not understand why it does not have an angel

It does not understand why an Angel is not taking care of it

I am lost for words sometimes

Other times I am so full of things to say

It all comes down to one thing

Where is my Angel

How can I find her?

Is there an Angel to love me?

Is all this just a dream?

Have I been lying to myself

Is this a world of hope I am in?

Or is this a world of darkness I am in?

Am I the dark Angel wishing for the light?

Am I the fool running down a dream that is only a nightmare?

What is real?

What is dream?

Who am I?

Where am I going?

Nothing seems so easy anymore

Everything seems so far away now.

I am out of touch with it all

Faces with no names are who I see

People not sure where they're going

People looking to others for hope

Finding meaning with life when we do not know how to see

Life has started but where will it end?

Life is a play who are we playing

How long is our part in it

I am here to find my dream

I will not give up till I get it

My Angel is waiting for me to find her

Poems of the soul
16:59 Nov 07 2010
Times Read: 563

Poems of the soul



Poems are just songs of the soul

It is the light with in your soul

It is your darkess

Its the pain you feel deep insdie

It is the love of your life

It is your tears on a sad day

Its your frist kiss

Its the way you feel on days your alone

Its about the lost Angel you can never find

Its about devils at your feet

Its that soft touch of a rose

Its your dreams

Its your nightmares

Its the voice you can never get out

Its the poems that speak to people

Its the kiss of your lips from love that is so real

Its the fool in side your self wanting to get out

Its the never ending story you just have to say

Its not about good or bad its who you are

Its about how you say your words

Welcome to my Nightmare
16:58 Nov 07 2010
Times Read: 565

Welcome to my Nightmare



In my dreams there is no Heaven

There is no Hell

There is the maddess of my mind

Welcome to my home

I hope you will stay

Shadows of my past

With the pains of today

You can hear the songs

They play for me

Its a sad song

Lost in this Nightmare

A war with in my self

Which side will win

Good or Bad

Angels or Devils

Fools or wise man

The light to end it all

Hope to find a dream

The key to unlock it all

The dream of love

The Angel who will save my soul

The Devil who runs after me

The fool in this Nightmare that never gives up

Wake up

Go back to sleep

Work all day

Dream some more

Lose your mind

Only to find it next day

Save your soul

Lock up your heart

The pain will go away in time

How much time do I need

Hear the Angels calling

Hear the Devils laughing

Find your self with in your Nightmare

When dose it end

Will it be a happy ending

The story never stops

My soul
16:57 Nov 07 2010
Times Read: 566

My soul



My soul burns with madness

It is the fire for my poems

My heart cries out

My soul sings its sad songs

My poem's never ending

My words there to touch the soul

It's there to map out who I am

Where I am going and have been

It's a time of joy

It's a time of pain

Within my dreams

Come my nightmares

Within my hopes

Come my fears

I walk alone with in my shadows

Looking for my Angel

Not knowing if she is real or just a dream

I welcome you to my world

I am hiding and waiting

The fear of getting hurt

The fear thinking there is no Angel for me

Breaking out of my chain looking with the real world

Looking for my lost Angel of love

Looking for that key that will unlock this door

I will come for you my Angel do not give up hope

Last tear drop
16:56 Nov 07 2010
Times Read: 567

Last tear drop



As my last tear drops I think of you

When my heart crys out I think of you

I try to say good bye but the words are lost to me

You are gone

I do not know where

I miss you so much

I did not want to get close to you but I did

I do not to miss you but I do

I did not want to feel love but I did

No more tears to cry that was my last one

Falling back with in my self hiding from the world

With in my shadows I am safe

I do not have to love

I do not have to feel its pain

Do not see me

Do not hear me

Do not touch me I will break

I am lies

I am sorrow

I am pain

I am the dreams that can not be

I am the one who fades away

I am forgoting

I am lost

I am the crazy man with dreams of Maddess

Where do I go

No more tears that I cry

To end to stop to go to dream

I close my eyes to dream

Walk in my dream with me

Lost hope
16:55 Nov 07 2010
Times Read: 568




Lost hope



I had a dream

You was my angel

I had a wish

And it was for you

I was thinking of you

It was only a dream

I lost hope when I lost you

Lost Angel who crys out to heaven

I am a fool who hoped for love

I was the one lost in it all

Open my eyes look up at the sky

What did I do to feel this pain

Am I so bad I can never be loved

I am the lost lost to the world

I am the lost one who hides in the shadows

I am the fool who all ways dreams

I am the sad man who hides all his pain

I am the one who watchs the world

I am the one who can not be loved

Shadows that keep me

Shadows that hide me

Shadows that never let you see my pain

No one cares

No one hears me

You do not see me

I am here but where am I realy

My words are my pain

I am noting I am with out hope

Coin has two sides
16:54 Nov 07 2010
Times Read: 569




Coin has two sides



I am good

I am bad

I tell lies

I tell you the truth

I feel pain

I bleed when I am hurt

I am what people hate at times

I am what people love at times

I am the little boy who cry's

I am the one who is lost

I am that person who has lost hope on days that never seem to end

I am the one you put trust in

I am the one you lose trust in at times

I am a Angel

I am the Devil

I am the one who hurts inside I just do not tell you

I am the one who locks it all inside and never shows my pain

I am the one who always hides

I am the one you all can hate

I am the one who takes all your pain you can give and walks away

I am the one who no one really thinks about

I am the one you walked past and had noting to say

I am the one who never did fit in

I am the one who never did get why you was my friend

I am the one who never did get why you cared when I left

I am the one you really never had much time to talk with

I am the one who can only be me so this is my end

I am
16:54 Nov 07 2010
Times Read: 570

I am



I am lost

I am sad

I am looking for what I have lost

I am in need of love

I am in need of hope

I am the one who writes poems

I am the one for trys to forget all the pain

I am the Angel who crys

I am the Devil who hates

I am the one who dose not get it

I am the one you never see

I am the one no one realy thinks about

I am the one who just wants to be loved

I am the one who is a fool

I am the one who never did fit in

I am the one who want to just sleep all day

I am the one who hides from the world

I am the one your just better off with out

I am the one who watchs the the world but is never part of it

I am the one who hides all his pain

I am the one who just wants you to see me

I am the one who dose not get it when you say you like my poems

I am the one who dose not know how to live

I am the one who lives in dreams

I am that one becuse its all I know

We Dance
16:52 Nov 07 2010
Times Read: 571

We Dance





We act because we hide who we are

We fit in because they make us

We dress in what we are told is right

We look into others what we think is nice

We do not know who we are but we are going places

We act like you because you want us to do this

We hide who we are because you do not want to see us

We laugh at your jokes because it would make us look odd if we did not

We dance and we laugh but it is not your song

We sing are song but you do not hear it

We play at this game because we are told to

We act like noting is wrong when are world is dying

So we dance your song just to fit in

We do it so good we forget who we are at times

When are alone we never forget who we are

We dance alone in the rain to hide are tears

We dance all night to hide the pain

The dance is the act of hiding who we are and how we feel

So lets dance

Down this road
16:51 Nov 07 2010
Times Read: 572

Down this road







I am on my way down this road

This road that never seems to end

I am on my path I am not sure where it go's

I am lost but my path is my way

I look with in my self to find my way

I do not seem to find anything

I do not seem to know what to say

I look for a Angel that doses not seem real

Am I in a dream or a nightmare

Noting seems real anymore

Day by day I go on with in this lie

I do not think I know who I am any more

I do know I think I know who I was

I do not forget the pain

I do not forget how I feel when I am alone

Because I am all ways alone

I do not speak because I do not think your listen

You do not see me for who I am

Do you know me?

Dose anyone really know me?

Would you run from me if you did?

I do not be along here I am just a dream

Something your mind just made up

But not something you really want to deal with

Maybe I am your pain you can not feel

Maybe I am your pain that you do not want to think about

Maybe I am your nightmare that you do not wish to dream

Maybe I am noting because you do not see me

I am that boy who cry's

I am that man who feels pain

I am that man who can not find love

I am that man who walks down that road and dose not know why

I drop my pen and start to cry because this is my road that I walk

This is my pain that I feel

This is my life

This is the road I walk on because it is all I know